Lone wolf, lead me out of the darkness – Kaya

Lone wolf, lead me out of the darkness when I find myself lost.
Find me.
Light me up with your bright blue eyes, your soft white wolfing coat, blanched with grey.
Your presence, strong, lonesome, comforting.
Holding.
Hold me today.

Hold me when you find me in the snow.
Be with me.
Stay by my side.
Keep me safe.
You do these things, and more.

Why are you always there to lead me out of the darkness when I feel lost?
How is it you… how is it that you find me and wait for me?
patiently.
Without a need to move me, to rush me, or fix me.
Your patient presence, comforting when I’m lying in the snow.

As you stand with me, protecting, keeping me safe.
You are here to lead me out of the darkness.
To remind me that I am never lost.
To remind me I can’t be found, as I am never lost.
You wait for me to be ready.
To be here again. To see you again.
I am here, and you are here.
When I look, it is you that I find.
Safety. Stillness.
Safe. Still.

Never lost. Never found.
Safe.
Chilling safety.
Here now, here and now.
You, me, you, and me.
You and me, here and now.
Safe. Still. Now.