Hold me.
Love me.
Support me.
Tightly. Softly. With endurance.
So I know that you are here, and I am me.
So I know that this whole process is exactly what it’s meant to be.
Thank you.
Thank you.
What a day of gifts.
What a day to learn.
Beginner’s mind.
Giving over decisions to the impulse and the wind.
And what did you discover?
That it is the very nature of the dark to be the perfect canvas for the light.
that it is, in fact, this place in which I feel The human spirit most deeply.
admiration.
Courage.
Such strength and fortitude.
Bravery.
All around me.
Right in front of my very eyes.
Heroes.
Here for me to honour, see, Seek guidance from, and cherish.
Their strength feeding my strength.
When I am the dark, there’s nothing to hold but every particle of light.
Every single part of the darkness, a place of discovery.
And what did you uncover?
That this is the place I can create from.
That, in fact, to know the light, we must know the dark.
Otherwise, it’s just a haze.
Confusion, distraction, piling pressure, building, brewing, alone, loneliness.
The darkness, the light, same sides, different coins.
One coin depreciation, getting less and less, and yet, it was the same.
The other coin growing.
And it also was the same.
A body, a mind, emotions, energy.
What do you believe about the mind? Creates the body. Creates the pain and suffering.
It’s not indefinite.
Destiny to hold suffering and pain.
Fear is a universal experience.
Speak to it. Be real.
You are real, so be real.
In full, in color. No flinching, no withholding.
Captivating color. All the shades, not just the jewels.
People want to be seen.
When the world is in darkness, don’t tell people they are in the light.
They already know that the light and dark exist.
Let them know that the darkness is okay, that they are safe, as you are safe.
And need no saving.
As you are safe and need no saving.
Make others safe. No saving.
Safety. Love.
Light and dark.
I love you, deeply, in darkness and in light.
Ever yours. Evermore.
Light and dark.
– Kaya
